i called a few minutes ago.
most terrifying thing ever, i thought i’d puke.
as i listened to the ring, it occurred to me that i hadn’t thought of what i’d say when she answered.
hello? hey, it’s amy. who? um, your kid?
her name was on the voicemail message thing, so i guess it’s the right number.
i feel a weird combination of relief, nausea, and something else.